Inside Chris’s Head
Drago sucked Chris’s blood from his fingertips. The taste of his blood had been sweet but with plenty of protein due to all the beef and poultry he ate. Chris didn’t shy away from the occasional sweet either. “Ah, the metabolism of the youth. A bit too much sugar though.”
Chris stood still, staring at the dark gray cement wall, paralyzed. His memories rewound in its mind, similar to an old VHS tape. An invading force moved his memories chronologically backwards in his head.
Don’t worry Christopher, I’m not going to erase your memories, quite the contrary actually. Let me take a look and see…what you’re made of sort of speak. Let me illuminate your…perspective…
Images of men in round rimmed brown hats and green camouflaged outfits shouted at Chris.
These must be your instructors? Yes, no one goes through the military without those happy gentlemen.
A grenade was thrown and exploded, leaving a bright yellow flash.
Hmm, different package but same effect. Drago yawned, war and combat never changes much even after the decades I’ve been asleep. I’m also not impressed with your soldiering here, not enough close combat. Tis a pity, it seems like standards have loosened over the centuries. They’ll let in anyone willingly it seems, no matter their mental and emotional capacity. It’s really too bad, they never taught us how to deal with loss and heartbreak. I suspect they did that on purpose, to keep us angry for a battle…their mistake. Yes, I sense your loss is further up, into your university years but a lot more recent.
A variety of various female students sitting in classrooms next to Chris flashed through the field of vision. Finally, the vision settled on letters on a sign. The restaurant sign read The Sweet Potato.
Hmm, not a girl in your class but, ah yes, your work. The Sweet Dungeon? My dungeons were never sweet. No matter how I dressed them up in the past…Ah, I see, it was a terrible joke.
The Sweet Potato. Ahh, so many beautiful young ladies there. So many to choose from, but you had nothing to do with these? Ah yes, they had their boyfriends.
Wait…this one here. The quiet one, blond one with blue eyes, oh yes…she is nice.
Leave it alone! Chris fought back.
Ah, here it is, the glorious moment at last, the beginning of youthful love. The first of many steps when you let yourself go, the sweet surrender I’ve heard in one of your American songs.
Chris watched Lucia from a distance as she combed her hair back with her right hand and wiped away the metal desert shelves. She was bent over, but once his eyes moved from her rear they moved to her reflection in the glass. Round face, perfect round and symmetrical lips and the small, black, beauty mark just below her right eyebrow, the combination was absolutely perfect to Chris. Every cell in his body cried out to touch and kiss her.
Yes, she is beautiful isn’t she, I see it and I’ve seen thousands of women over the centuries. She made you want to be…
A better man, Chris replied in thought. Her man.
Wife?…come now Chris, you’re against such foolish nonsense, but still you would try? Love, it is the worst drug of them all and it seems Chris, seems like you’re the worst addict out of everyone here. You feel the rush of desire, feel it lift you up into the heavens. The bliss makes you think you really are in heaven.
Let me see more…
Chris approached Lucia by herself as she gets off the counter and back to her feet. His and nervously twitched. They talked.
you asked her out, good man! You have guts. Ah, but she’s taken, someone beat you to the punch as the idiom goes. It’s not your fault Chris you were in training at the time remember? Perhaps in another life you two would’ve met up together at the right moment, life is unbelievably cruel that way.
Lucia gave him her number…
You are courageous though, asking her out after the break up. Drago smiled sadistically. Too soon Chris, too soon…there’s more isn’t there? Chris, I’m just trying to help.
“Stop! No more!” Chris’s mind voice roared, fighting back of the intrusion and insensitivity.
I’m sorry Chris, this has to be done. Those who forget the past are destined to repeat it. I must see the source of your pain, your terrible juicy…pain.
Here we are; Ah, you want to draw her portrait for your art class. You defend yourself, an art project you say. Hoping this will win her over? Well, it has worked for some artists I knew from many and I mean many years past…what’s this?
Stop! Chris’s ego kicked in once more.
Somebody’s been a bad boy. Called down to the office, tisk, tisk, tisk.
Stop!
Down to the office Chris down you must go, into the Sweet Dungeon. Desist! She says! Halt your actions at once!
She refused, refused you, even to draw her portrait and she used her superiors to tell you.
Oh, I can feel it coming now the sweet heartbreak that destroyed your love and hope for all time.
Brave man Chris, go after her.
Chris confronted her and they talked back and forth for a minute.
She wipes a tear from her face.
Brave but in vein Chris, all in vein. Effort wasted!
Chris’s boss walked out to the parking lot, yelled and gestured with his closed fist and thumb for Chris to get back inside.
I would cry if I were still human, if I still believed in childish foolish notions like true love anymore. Still not done Chris?
Chris drove home. Inside his care he was quiet, as his face scrunched and tears streamed down his face.
Son, everything that shimmers in this world is sure to fade…away…
Chris pounded his fist straight into the ceiling of the Ford Taurus. The car sped up then slowed down. The car shook violently as it drove up the driveway and jerkily stopped. Several more bangs could be heard against the steering wheel. “Noooo!” Chris yelled from inside.
…will you ever give your heart away like that? I think not.
Chris knelled down on the dirt and cried.
Chris, Chris, I’m sorry to show you this but I must. I must show your future consequence for giving away your heart. Drago knelled down and faced Chris putting his hands on both sides of his head. Now, prepare for your future Christopher.
* * *
Will shook his head as he slowly got his knees. He noticed his brother with a bloody nose, unconscious on the ground.
* * *
Chris shook his head as a sharp pain shot up and to the right of his head. He saw himself talking to various beautiful women. Some were yelling at him. One smacked his face. “You fucking pervert!” The blond haired women yelled.
You see, you won’t dare care anymore. You’ll never fall like that again.
Chris followed a girl while talking at her from behind, she’s walking faster while ignoring him.
So, this is how it goes, wandering from girl to girl like a sick puppy, no relationships, no dream girl. Years and years. Ohh, that was a crude, even for my taste. Have some pride Chris!
Drago released his hands off of Chris’s head and stood up. Will was now on his feet, now armed with the wooden axe in his right hand.
“Alright, you might’ve broke Chris…that’s on me for not talking to him, but I’m not gonna let you kick him when he’s down.” Said Will.
Drago turned to Chris. “He’s the villain not me. You think he cares about understanding your pain? No! I understand your pain! He only cares about deadlines, the bottom line as they say. I’m your friend, not him.” Drago pointed his taloned fingers at his chest, “I listen to the problems of your heart and give you power over them. Could he do that? Would he do that? No, he seeks only to use you as a cog in a machine instead of realizing everything you have to offer this world. All of your…talents. You have much to offer the women of this world.” Drago grimaced, “for many, many years. Remember…love is like a brick, all you have to do is drop it.”
Drago outstretched his open hand towards Chris. “I can give you the power to overcome and conquer your pain. That didn’t have to be your future.”
“Chris, the devil lies! Remember his purpose!” Said Will.
Chris’s eyes shot towards Will, “finally you said my name right!”
“His words are poison brotha. The devil will tell any lie he can to win your soul!”
Drago’s mouth opened and he hissed at Will.
Will shot in with a overhead swing. Drago blocked under the spike with his forearm. With speed barely visible he back fisted Will, The Crucible dropped next to Chris’s feet as he flew across the room and into the concrete wall.
Drago turned his head around as he looked down at the axe, then at Chris.
The basement lit up. A bright yellow orange light shone out of the left corner of the room like a small sun.
Lucia now stood before him and walked up with a beautiful grin. She was a sight to behold. Her blond hair shined divided only by a black hair band, gold locks curled around her head. Her partially gold smooth skin shined around her head and round puffy cheeks. Her dark eyebrows somehow balanced out by her beauty mark stood out along with her blue eyes. She had to have the blue eyes too! his thoughts moaned. Her rounded lips were ruby red and perfectly symmetrical. Her body of course, black short skirt, golden tan legs with black boots. Her belly was showing with a cut off red shirt revealing her cleavage.
The room was now filled with total silence. The orange yellow light spread out behind her head and gave an angelic halo effect. She approached Chris. Again, like before, he could hardly believe she stood in front of him. She talked to him now unlike before. Her voice, perfect, just like he remembered it. There they were, face to face.
“I’m sorry, sorry about that night…but now I’m ready. Ready to love you, I miss you.” Lucia said.
Once again, every cell in his body cried out like before. The old emotional wound was bleeding out without a field dressing bandage to cover it. The wound anticipated the pleasure of healing. His body knew that it needed her. He needed to join with her. He deserved it, just this once he would get the girl he wanted. Chris was approaching bliss, all he needed to do now was kiss her and complete it.
Just let go Chris, you’ve come a long way all these years. Drago’s peeked his head out of the darkness as the light fell on his floating face. Just let go and join me, you can finally have her, her and so much more.” His slithery voice seemed surprisingly human, like a father talking sense into his son. The voice wrapped around Chris’s head like a boa constrictor and entered head. Do it for your sanity, you’ll be a better person. She will sooth your pain, your anger, your rage. Believe in love as you did before! It’s connected to your whole being. Think about the good you’ll do by being with her. All that weight lifted off your heart.
“I’m willing to give it a try now. Give us a try.” Said Lucia, she placed her hand on Chris’s right cheek. “I missed you.”
Tears ran down his face.
“I love you.” Chris managed to say.
“I love you too Chris. Let’s join.” Their heads moved forward.
“Chris! It’s not her! It’s not real brotha, she’s not real.” Will managed to shout. "You're playing a dirty trick on me," Balaam answered the donkey. "If only I had a sword in my hand! I'd kill you right now!" Numbers twenty-two, twenty-nine!
“You gotta kill it!…Juss…”
Will was barely able to yell his last command when Lucia turned her head at him. Her fangs protruded, and her eyes momentarily turned red and bestial as she hissed at him. She waved her taloned hand at Will’s face.
A hand made of concrete shot out of the wall and covered his mouth, holding his head against it. Another hand shot out from the wall grabbing his waist and pinning him back. He was now immobile and held in place. She quickly turned her head back to Chris smiling.
Chris momentarily shook his head from the heavy trance he was in. Ted finally awoke and ran to his brother. Bashing at the concrete hands with his hammer. Lucia looked down as if to momentarily remember her lines. Their gaze locked again.
“I never meant to scare you with the whole picture thing.” Said Chris.
Lucia gazed into him with her blue eyes. Chris was drowning in them now, lost in her beauty. The waves of addicting love and emotion rushed in. All he wanted was this moment captured forever. Her in his arms.
“Join me and you will…be with her forever. She loves you now Chris, she knows she screwed up. Do it now or you’ll never have this opportunity for the rest of your life. Trust me, I’ve seen it. When your old and dying in your bed you’ll regret not taking this only chance of love, your only chance to be immortal. The woman that you wanted, truly wanted and desired.” Said Drago, who stood next to him and spoke into his left ear.
Lucia hugged Chris and they embraced hard.
“Chris! Juss do it! Set the nail!” Said Will, but his words were muffled and barely audible.
She looked at Chris and they both stood up. She took a step back from him. She radiated pure beauty and lust.
“Chris put down your cross, she is your god.” Drago whispered.
Chris dropped the metal t-square. A cloud of dirt rose and spread into the air.
Lucia’s unnatural beautiful face became still and expressionless. Chris stood and allowed his intense feelings wash over him. His desire and love swept over him. He was letting go.
Her mouth opened and monstrous long fangs grew out. Her pupils burned red.
“You’re making the right choice Chris. You’ll be better for this and not some old lonely man wandering the streets and bars the rest of your days. You’ll still believe in love…true eternal love.”
Her fanged face did not distract from her beauty. The new demonic appearance seemed to intensify Chris’s attraction.
Get on you knees and worship her.
Chris dropped to his knees.
* * *
Ted bashed through the stone hand that covered Will’s mouth with his hammer The hands weren’t putting up as much of a fight now. The vampire’s powers were concentrated on the show they were witnessing.
A stone finger crumbled off of Will’s mouth. “Chris” They’re lies! Remember, he’s the prince of lies!! Don’t let him steal your joy! Remember Exodus seven-twelve. Each man threw down his staff, and the staffs became snakes. But Aaron's staff swallowed up their staffs.
Lucia hissed and her eyes widened and her head snapped back for the killer strike.
Ted ran towards the fiend in an attempt to tackle her.
Chris took everything in and time slowed as he felt his emotional and analytical mind fight each other then merge.
If he’s not lying, what good is forcing her to love me? How is that real love? Making her spend her life with me forever? Making her outlive her friends and family. She’d hate me for doing that.
…but don’t you want her?
The image was now forced in his head. She was posing, hands on her hips, bending over, moving her hands up her stomach tempting him by pulling up her shirt, exposing her tan belly and ribs, she looked down at him and squeezed her red lips together then smiled showcasing her beautiful pearly white teeth. Lust for her.
Chris’s and Lucia faced each other on a sunny day in the park. They embraced. He brushed her head away from her face. Her neck was now exposed. Instead of kissing, he now found himself biting deep into it.
Yes, make her be yours. It’s how it’s supposed to be, how you always imagined it. You were meant to have her. Take what’s yours or you’ll never have it again. Mortals lives are so short, clinging onto any moment of happiness you get while you can. Kids? You never wanted them anyway, besides you could always adopt if she feels the need.
Chris closed his eyes, “No! That’s my decision.” He shook his head as if shaking off a long daydream.
Drago was in shock from this blunt refusal, paralyzed with it. Perhaps he had underestimated him. He had shared Chris’s wants and desires, felt them and even sympathized with him to some degree. He was deep down in Chris’s emotional hell. Going this deep with a victim was something he had not done in a century. He was…out of practice. The love Chris had felt for her was some of the purest love one could have. It hurt Drago as well because he had not felt it since he had become the monster. Chris had taken him on a journey of pure love that hit him like the sun coming up over the horizon. It had been centuries since.
Chris picked up the wooden hammer and forced himself to keep his eyes open as The Crucible made a resounding thump into her chest. The force of this blow seemed to shake the entire basement.
Jet black oil-like blood shot out in almost every direction. She screamed and transformed into Drago who screamed as well. It was an unearthly howl. His pale skin and huge protruding teeth, mouth wide open and arms out to his sides. To the vampire, his deathly moment felt as a kind of final relief. An ecstasy or relief from a painfully lonely life. The yearning feelings and love that it had experienced with Chris set it free as a jumping off point to freedom.
Drago quickly caught Chris by both sides of the face and managed to smile.
“This was so much better then you joining me…” Said Drago as he kept the evil grimace. Light now shined through the cracks in the ceiling, the rays shot into his flesh, burning the body away, seeming to cut through parts of the body, slicing him like a ginsu knife through butter. Smoke rose through the openings and the light shone like lasers through the corner of his grotesque smile. Chris would never forget the haunting sadistic smile the rest of his days. It said many things, anger, relief, thankfulness all rolled into one. The final emotion conveyed from it was cruel satisfaction. Satisfied that he had accomplished his warped mission somehow, passed on its curse in some way.
Chris was thankful he wasn’t turned and that this wouldn’t be his eventual fate.
Finally Drago let go and turned to ash. A powdery gray sculpture of a grimacing vampire. The body collapsed into an ash pile and the fangs and teeth dropped onto it.
Chris was still in shock, eyes wide.
Ted continued his tackle but much too late as he fell face first into the ash and dirt.
Will stood up and wiped the blood and dirt off his hands and mouth. “Well, that’s that?” He looked up at the cracks in the ceiling. “Did Steve do those floorboards? They’re a little loose.”
Ted shook his head, looked at Will for a few long moments then smiled, “…yeah, I think so,” said Ted as he wiped the dirt and ash off his chest.
“It figures, I think we’ll have to tighten em’ up.” Said Will.
Chris looked up at Will in disbelief. “Did you not see what just see happened!?”
“And do we still get paid?” Ted followed up.
Will’s jaw dropped as he quickly remembered his daughter who was lying passed out on the ground. He walked over and put his fingers over her neck, searching for puncture wounds but was astounded when he found none. Somehow they had miraculously healed. Her head straightened and her eyes slowly opened.
“Faith? You alright?” Asked Will. She was able to muster a small smile and hug her dad. “Ted, go check on Chris.”
Ted stood up and walked over to Chris who was still kneeling, tears dried to his cheeks and he stared straight ahead.
“Hey,” said Ted. “You alright?” He held his hand towards him.
“That depends on how you define alright.” Said Chris.
Ted slapped Chris across the face, “snap out of of it!”
“Yeah, I’m ok! I mean, I can walk. You didn’t need to do that!” Chris shook his head, rubbed his jaw, took Ted’s hand and stood up.
“Says you, that was a long time coming.” Ted smiled and shook his head. He knew that Chris had been through a lot.
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